They filmed me yesterday

What a rush. The past week has been very insane. MA was here planting and painting. The bro was fixing things, the sis in law was cleaning. Dramas with the daughters.
Easter with the godsons, coloring eggs, eating ham.
This weekend I may go up to a show in VA.
My life , what a crazy year this has been so far.

Years of boredom and then this.

I think I like it. Yeah, I do.

hum

To go back and change the course. All I know is this. It was not what i wanted. A small little life. Small house. Small desires. Desiring little. Not that I desire big things.
But I desire a life beyond.

I just wanted to get home. Home to my little life. I desire little. But what I desire is real.