If I did not know me and read this blog

I would say that the writer is a very angry person. But I mostly write in it when I am angry.
bad things are happening or appear to be looming. I am scared. But it is nothing that I cannot change. I have the power to make my life different'
Question is, do I have the discipine? I think of the things i have done. The way I lived my life when I moved into the house in Durham. How hard I worked.

Time to make some changes. i will post here the process or lack of each evening. Even if the post is not long. I'll just say, I advanced my cause. Or I did not get much done.
I used to dream of this life. All those dark days downin Florida when I thought all I needed to was have my own house and not worry. My house is a mess. My life, well, it could be better.
Ok here goes.
First post tonight.
BTW I am digging my new computer.