I fucked up

Not sure how to feel about today. Did not get a damn thing done. But had good quality time with hubby.
Lost out on a pair of killer boots I really wanted cos I was cheap and someone snipped me out at the end of the auction. I really don't think I'll ever see another pair like that in that kind of condition. But I sold my jacket on ebay.
And I guess I did not need to spend $50 on a another pair of boots. I'm not as upset about it as I was a few minutes ago.
Talked to my brother today. he made me laugh. I miss him so much.
The new kitty I took in is doing well. She seems to like the cat kennel and I take her walks in woods to get her used to the place. Tomorrow I take her for exam and shots. There goes the boot money I guess.
But here was the fucked icing on the day. I was setting up a piece of wood to block water from splashing on the cat's little box I made for her. And I walked right into a piece of wire screen and slashed my chin and lower lip big time.
I was so pissed at myself for being so stupid. Blood is dripping all over. I was so scared to even look at it. I mean here I am dieting, exercising, to look good, and I go and slash my face.
Jay yelled at me at first, then he was very supportive. It didn't need stitches and I don't think the scars will be too bad. The thing is to keep the scabs from opening up. So no laughing, which will be hard as my bro had my laughing and I had to hold my face to keep it from stretching.
And it will be hard to eat. So maybe I'll lose a few more lbs.
Sucks about losing those boots. But I have others. maybe I'll wear them. I guess that will teach me to be cheap.
My body is really starting to feel strong. The workouts are paying off.
What a fricking night. Lose the awesome boots, slash my face. Fuck.